The past two weeks have been a blur, filled with hours and hours spent On Call. Fifteen days, 24 hours per day, which turns out to be 350 hours. Granted, my evenings – and three out of four weekend afternoons – were spent at home, with Sam and the kids. Most nights I was not awakened by phone calls, only some nights.
I would love to say that being On Call doesn’t stress me out, but to say that would be telling a lie. While my work-life balance is always a struggle, during these stretches of On-Call time, the balance leans heavily in favor of work. It is my nature to take home my worries about patients, about giving bad news, about difficult work situations. I dream about my patients, my clinic (which gets neglected while I’m in the hospital)…or that I’m back in college and it’s exam day and, not only have I forgotten to attend class all semester, but I’m also not wearing pants or shoes.
For two weeks, I’ve neglected cooking regular meals. I baked a key lime pie last weekend, and it was a big disappointment. The pie didn’t set up the way I wanted, and the filling was too tart. I forgot to mail Father’s Day cards. My family has consumed entirely too much take-out food. I’m still paying for my daughter’s gymnastics lessons that I meant to cancel two weeks ago, and I’ve neglected to sign her up for the swim team like I promised her I would.
Despite all of my complaining, I know that I have nothing valid to complain about. I left the Cancer Hospital each of those 15 days feeling blessed. Exhausted, yes, but mostly I felt fortunate. My family is healthy and happy and whole – and for these things I am grateful.
So, it is time to get back on track. Back to writing regularly. Back to this blog and posting here in this space, my happy space. Back to cooking good meals for my family, back to baking up cakes and cookies simply for the therapy of baking. Back to the gym, even.
This sweet little salad is one of the few kitchen successes that I had during one of the past few Saturdays. It was inspired by a watermelon salad at our local pizza place, the restaurant that’s been feeding us quite well while I’ve been too busy to cook. The salad is a breeze to throw together, and it’s filled with contrasting tastes that make the salad interesting and addictive.
So, thank you for waiting patiently for me while I was away. I’m here. I’m well. And I missed you.
Watermelon and Arugula Salad with Basil Vinaigrette
Yield: 6 servings.
Peppery arugula is a great contrast to the sweetness of watermelon and saltiness of the feta. Use a blender for the vinaigrette and your life is all that much easier.
3 tablespoons white wine vinegar
1 teaspoon Dijon mustard
4-5 large fresh basil leaves
½ cup extra virgin olive oil
Freshly ground black pepper
6 ounces baby arugula
1 cup halved cherry tomatoes
3 cups cubed watermelon
1/3 cup crumbled feta cheese
Make basil vinaigrette: Combine vinegar, mustard, basil leaves, and olive oil in blender and puree until well blended. Season to taste with salt and pepper. Refrigerate, covered tightly, for up to one week.
Assemble salad: Toss arugula and cherry tomatoes with vinaigrette, reserving some vinaigrette for drizzling. Carefully toss in watermelon cubes and sprinkle with feta prior to serving. Drizzle with the extra vinaigrette if more dressing is needed.