getting older, and a pumpkin cheesecake

So, I have a birthday next week.

I should probably start ignoring my birthday eventually. I could pretend that it doesn’t really exist when it rolls around each October, like clockwork. Perhaps I should become the type of woman who always lies about my age, always pretending to be five, then six, then seven years younger than I really am.

The simple truth is that I kind of like my birthday. And also, I’m a terrible liar, so lying about my age just isn’t an option.

I didn’t have lots of birthday parties when I was growing up, but the day was always acknowledged in some special way. And, while my dad would tell me that my birthday is really no big deal, to get over it already, I can’t help but feel a little special on that one day each year.

I have never worn a shiny, bejeweled tiara on my birthday, but I usually feel like I’m wearing one. I don’t think there’s anything wrong with feeling like Queen of the Day, at least one day each year. We should all feel that way some times – well, lots of times, really.

So, while my birthday next week isn’t a milestone birthday – I’ll be 39 – I think I’ll still enjoy the day.

Because, really, isn’t every birthday a milestone?

I’m just thrilled to be alive. I’m happy and healthy, doing work I love, spending my days with a family I adore, and knowing I have friends who are always there for me. Those are the milestones I’ll be celebrating next week.

Yield: Serves 10-12.

Pumpkin Cheesecake

My key to a perfectly un-cracked cheesecake is using a waterbath and letting the cheesecake hang out in the oven with the door cracked for a little while when it's done cooking. I describe the process in the recipe here.

This is not an overly sweet cheesecake. While it looks rich and heavy, it certainly doesn't taste like it. Which can be dangerous to the hips, of course, so consider yourself warned.


For Crust:
8 ounces gingersnaps, finely ground in food processor
6 tablespoons unsalted butter, melted and cooled
Pinch kosher salt

For Cheesecake:
32 ounces cream cheese (4 eight-ounce packages), softened
3/4 cup light brown sugar
4 large eggs, room temperature
1 teaspoon vanilla
1 1/2 cups pumpkin puree
1/2 teaspoon cinnamon
1/4 teaspoon nutmeg
1/4 teaspoon allspice
1/4 teaspoon kosher salt


Make crust:

1. Place rack in the middle of oven and preheat oven to 350 degrees. Butter the sides and bottom of a 9-inch springform pan. Place a round of parchment in the bottom of the pan and butter the parchment.

2. Stir together the finely ground gingersnaps, melted butter, and salt in a bowl until well combined. Wrap your fingers in plastic wrap and press the crumbs onto the bottom and approx 1 1/2 inches up the sides of springform pan.

3. Bake for 10 minutes, then cool completely on a rack. Once cooled, place on a large sheet of heavy duty aluminum foil and wrap sides of pan in preparation for baking in a water bath. Set aside.

Make filling:

1. Decrease oven temperature to 325 degrees. Place a kettle or pot of water on to boil.

2. In the bowl of a stand mixer (or using a large bowl and an electric mixer) beat cream cheese and light brown sugar at medium high speed, 3 to 5 minutes, until fluffy. Add eggs, 1 at a time, beating well after each egg addition. Scrape down sides of bowl as necessary. Add vanilla, pumpkin puree, spices, and salt, and beat at low speed until smooth. Pour into cooled crust.

3. Place foil-wrapped filled springform pan into a roasting pan. Carefully pour the hot water into the roasting pan and around the wrapped springform pan, taking care not to splash the cheesecake. Place roasting pan in oven and bake for about 1 hour, until the cake is puffy around edges but still trembles slightly in the middle when pan is shaken gently. Turn off oven, crack oven door, and let the cheesecake sit in oven for about 1 hour. Remove pan from oven, carefully lift out of waterbath, and let cool completely on a rack.

4. Chill, loosely covered, at least 8 hours prior to serving. When ready to serve, run a blunt knife around edge of cheesecake to loosen it from springform pan and remove sides of pan.

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10 Responses to “on writing, and a recipe: orange sweet rolls with cream cheese icing”

  1. Kathryn — January 7, 2012 @ 4:00 pm

    Thank you for being so honest about the struggle it can sometimes be to find the right words – or indeed any words at all. I for one though am glad that you’ve come back to us after only a week especially since you are sharing such a delightful recipe.

    • Merry-Jennifer

      Merry-Jennifer replied: — January 7th, 2012 @ 6:13 pm

      Thanks, Kathryn. I’m really glad to be back.

  2. Paula- bell'alimento — January 7, 2012 @ 6:07 pm

    What a sweet start to what is hopefully a very sweet year ; ) xoxo

    • Merry-Jennifer

      Merry-Jennifer replied: — January 7th, 2012 @ 6:13 pm

      Miss you, Paula!

  3. Paula — January 7, 2012 @ 8:20 pm

    These look delicious and I love that you added pecans and raisins. Glad you are back (even though you did not give yourself a full two week break) and just so you know, even though you are sharing with us the tough time you had over the past several weeks with respect to writing…there is no sign of that difficulty to be found anywhere…in any posts…even when you feel you are not able to write, you do it so very well.

    BTW, I’m with your kids in voting you for mother of the year award!

  4. Rachel Winter — January 7, 2012 @ 8:33 pm

    Eric just looked at these and said, oh, we have to make this! I am off to the store tomorrow to buy yeast and can’t wait to try them. Delish!

  5. Rachel @ Not Rachael Ray — January 9, 2012 @ 10:25 am

    Your posts are some of my absolute favorites to read. And I HAVE to try these rolls, yum!

  6. MikeVFMK — January 21, 2012 @ 4:19 pm

    I’m glad your self-appointed break was short lived. And glad you came back to talk about it and share these wonderful rolls with us. Thanks MJ! They look terrific.

  7. Denise @ Creative Kitchen — February 1, 2012 @ 9:40 pm

    Oh these orange rolls are calling to me now! The writing process is surely a tricky one….especially with kids in the house. 🙂

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