cooking again

tortellini with italian sausage, fennel, and mushrooms | the merry gourmet

I cooked dinner for my family last night, and it feels like a major accomplishment. Other than holiday cooking and the rare episode of baking with the kids, I’ve spent more time watching my husband cook over these past several months than I’ve actually done myself. I used to call myself a weekend cook, but really, I’m not even that anymore.

I love cooking, but I’ve been in such a rut lately. I have stacks of food magazines overflowing in my living room, mostly just gathering dust and serving as unstable perches for sleeping cats. I’ve always been a devoted reader of Saveur, Food and Wine, and Fine Cooking, but when I cleaned out a stack of magazines to donate to the waiting room at work, I found unread issues from months ago. It’s embarrassing.

But yesterday, I took a copy of Saveur – the May France issue – to my kids’ tennis lessons. We’re heading to London and Paris this summer, so this issue caught my attention more than any others have lately. I split my attention between watching my kids thwack the tennis ball across the court and the glossy pages filled with recipes from Provence, Lyon, and Bordeaux. I bookmarked some pages – one of them highlighting a bakery in the Marais neighborhood we’re renting an apartment in later this summer – and imagined how wonderful it must be to be the food writer writing those essays.

I want to cook something tonight, I thought.

That, friends, is a thought I haven’t had in a while. A long while.

I opened the Epicurious app on my iPhone and scrolled through various recipes before landing on one that I thought would satisfy all four of us (my three picky eaters and me), for our Saturday evening dinner – a recipe for tortellini with Italian sausage, fennel, and mushrooms.

I served the pasta in my favorite pasta bowl, the one I splurged on from Heath Ceramics, with a side of garlic bread and freshly grated Parmesan (hand grated by Oliver – he was very proud). The pasta was fantastic, and despite the kids picking out most of the mushrooms and spinach, they both admitted they couldn’t really taste the vegetables. For dessert, we watched Star Wars: The Force Awakens. I think we’re the last people in the United States to have watched it.

It felt so good to be cooking again, and I really want the feeling to last. Prompted by a friend’s Instagram post earlier this week, I’ve decided to give the meal delivery services Blue Apron and Plated a try. I’m optimistic that if the recipes and ingredients are delivered right to my door, I’ll get back into the practice of cooking again, and I’ll remember what I love about it. If you’ve ever tried one of these services, I’d love to know what you thought, especially what you loved or didn’t love about it. For now, I’m hopeful.

Yield: Serves 6 to 8.

Tortellini with Italian Sausage, Fennel, and Mushrooms

You'll need two pots for this dish - a large nonstick skillet for making the sauce and a large stock pot for boiling the pasta. The recipe calls for 8 ounces of mushrooms and 5 ounces of baby spinach, but I used about half of each after compromising with my children. Next time I make this, though, there will be no compromises.

Serving garlic bread along side is recommended. It makes a great sponge to mop up any extra sauce in your bowl.


1 tablespoon olive oil
1 large fennel bulb, trimmed, halved through core, thinly sliced lengthwise (about 3 cups), fronds chopped and reserved
1 pound Italian sausages, casings removed, sausage coarsely crumbled
1 8-ounce package sliced baby bella mushrooms
4 large garlic cloves, minced
1 tablespoon fennel seeds, coarsely crushed
1/2 cup heavy whipping cream
1 cup (or more) low-salt chicken broth
1 16-ounce package fresh tortellini with cheese filling
1 5-ounce package fresh baby spinach leaves
1/2 cup finely grated Parmesan cheese plus additional (for serving)


Heat oil in a large nonstick skillet over medium-high heat. Add sliced fennel, sausage, and mushrooms; sauté until sausage is browned and cooked through and fennel is tender, 12 to 15 minutes. Add garlic and fennel seeds, and stir 1 minute. Stir in cream, then add 1 cup chicken broth; boil until liquid is reduced and very slightly thickened, about 2 to 3 minutes.

Meanwhile, cook tortellini in large pot of boiling salted water until just tender but still firm to bite, stirring occasionally. Drain tortellini and return the pasta to the same pot.

Add sausage mixture to the tortellini. Toss over medium heat until blended. Add spinach; toss gently until spinach wilts. Stir in 1/2 cup cheese; add more broth (1/4 cup at a time) if the sauce seems too thick. Season to taste with salt and pepper. Garnish with chopped fennel fronds. Serve, with additional Parmesan cheese to pass around.

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10 Responses to “owning summer, and a recipe: broccoli salad”

  1. DessertForTwo — August 8, 2012 @ 6:51 pm

    This looks absolutely delicious. You never steer us wrong 🙂

    Enjoy your days 🙂

  2. Nelly Rodriguez — August 8, 2012 @ 8:27 pm

    Sweet raisins and salty bacon? Over super healthy broccoli!? Might as well call me a vegan! 😉

  3. Lana @ Never Enough Thyme — August 9, 2012 @ 10:39 am

    Enjoy your last few days of summer! Our schools have already started their year with students returning on August 6.

    I’ve been making a similar broccoli salad with raisins and bacon for many years. It’s always a hit, isn’t it?

  4. Paula — August 12, 2012 @ 12:53 pm

    Like Lana, I too have been making a very similar broccoli salad for many years and it is always a favourite at gatherings. My recipe may not be as healthy as yours as it calls for grated cheddar and I always add lots of that 😉

  5. Brian @ A Thought For Food — August 12, 2012 @ 10:42 pm

    I’m holding onto summer for a bit longer… and then I’ll drop it as soon as it gets old (hasn’t happened yet).

    Love this salad so so so much. I bet the bacon is just fabulous in it. Oooooooh… now I’m hungry.

  6. Family Foodie — August 13, 2012 @ 11:46 pm

    I can remember when my fourth started kindergarten. It was so bittersweet. Enjoy this school year! Those days are so very special. I love this recipe and can’t wait to try it!

  7. megan @ whatmegansmaking — August 14, 2012 @ 8:44 am

    I love broccoli salad, and it always makes me think of summer. This look so good 🙂

  8. Rachel Cooks — August 15, 2012 @ 8:17 am

    I can’t even imagine my daughter going to school but I’m sure I will blink my eyes and it will be here! Scary. I love this broccoli salad–especially all that bacon piled on top!

  9. Lola — August 15, 2012 @ 3:22 pm

    Made…sans the pine nus (just because I didn’t have them) and added some shredded bag Mexican cheese…also didn’t bother to cook the broccoli..didn’t need it. It was great, thanks for the inspiration.

  10. Beth (OMG! Yummy) — August 16, 2012 @ 6:00 pm

    Our fall snuck in even sooner as my YOUNGEST daughter is at high school orientation already!

    So good for you for owning that last bit of summer, especially while the kids are young, carefree, and not stressed out trying to get their voluminous amount of summer reading done before the first school bell rings!

    And I love the idea of an easy-to-prepare salad especially if it involves bacon!

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